Turmoil

My honesty
has made my own policy
The joke in my diary

Cant seem to fight
the feelings inside
ive tried with all my might

This face not helping
my soul not letting
the smile
Its gone somewhere far sulking

Reason known not
my stomach in knots
the brain n heart suddenly friends
When they should have been not

How is my brain wired
and my heart desired
ive become the slave
of these entwined twos wave

What do I do
How are you
Just for one more day
let me go astray.

27.5.14@ 0217 Hrs