live it-whatever it is

i sit and watch
the overlappings of personalities
the thought processes
the mundane joys of others
the daily living activities...
the highs the lows...
the craziest shows
they put up with zest.
and i wonder
if only they knew..
maybe they do..
maybe there wasnt a need to acknowledge
maybe they just want to pretend
maybe they see the end.
so no explore..
oh what a bore!
life meant to be lived!
take the chance
make that bounce...
dance! dance!
so what if it did not match up
you are you anyways
and loved as you, by the way....
as if you did not know
you do
or there would not be this smile..
like, right now
get up and go.

amazed at my response

i remain
questioning towards
the one step front
and two steps back you have taken..
in a way i smirked
inside i longed.
yet it hurt.

what was more amazing was..
i remained calm,
enduring it all.
said a prayer
to see you later
and thats all it took
to want the best
and still it amazes me
ive said nothing
but to trod you along...

i remain amazed
i still have a smirk
and i still let myself hurt
only stronger

Personal Question

They asked me about you
not once anything bad said
only paid my respects due

the questions now run in my mind
of how did i do anything
of harm
for you to have said
so many things off alarm
to others
i not even know
for no reason a blow

They asked me about you
now i really dont have an answer
you are just another clutter
i cannot sit and allow
disfigurement of my being
why are you being mean....

honestly do not remember
of anything but help to offer
the friendship bond
made in that honour...
for no reason stood by the thunder

would you know
what people may say ?
to me it would be a passing phase
for you, it may go astray...

the furiousity mounted easily
could you blame me...

i now sit wisely
knowing it would not be me at lost...
for i am not the one who has
who has put friendship at a cost.

they asked me about you
now nothing would be said....
they asked me about you
now nothing should be said
as the price has been paid.

Personal questions remains
my whys

Soul Traveller

Its not me
Its my soul that
recognizes you from timeless time...
giving me signs
in my thoughts
you, allowed to be sought...

My soul, my timeless soul...
perhaps has travelled with
you in other worlds
you a boy or a girl
It doesnt matter the soul..
the sexless soul...
im merely the vehicle
my body the bicycle
that carries my thoughts in trains..
draining my brains...
my soul knows ....
what it needs to do...

You, not necessary be my lover..
i maybe a sister, a friend, a confidante..
i may even be your 'latte'
something you fancy
when everything is not dandy...

You, me, the people of this world...
represent a soul that comes into the life of someone
for a reason, perhaps a season...
maybe learning something from
or perhaps to impart a teaching...
sometimes a guide
most of a time , it has travelled together prior
a different bond then
now forming a different one all together..

so dont be scared
now i know i am not.....
i am not sure what my role...or yours,
but our paths has crossed...

Be thankfull
say a prayer...
see you later...

priyasharda@copyright

written after a thought provoking thought of someone erratic id just met.....
17th June 2008

Cant Breath

i run, i dive, i jump, i fly
I've tried all these
as times passed me by..
i still cant find my sovereignty

i've stared, ive pondered,ive sat and cried..
no more tears inside
nothing to hide..
help me almighty

as the song say 'cant breath'
im getting deeper inside......

i break, i conquered yet i died
ive tried ive tried ive tried ive tried
theres nothing inside me
that gives up easily

ive sang, ive danced, ive acted
im still high
on life, on laughter, every bond
ive abide..

cant breath
sinking in too deep...

yet another confusing day
ive changed my way
ive gone astray
and back,yet another confusing day

too deep
need to find myself
and and take another leap

cant breath
need to surface now
the time has come
someone show me how...

too deep
i need to know
id see the surface somehow...

+ ve thinkin

whn everything goes wrong...
just put up ur hand like the traffic police and say no to it...
then like that traffic police direct it away .....
wave as hard as possible...
so that it may never get into an accident and stay..
.whn everything goes wrong....

priyasharda@copyright

bliss of a kind

i have no thoughts...
no words to say,
no minds to read
my mind astray...

perhaps its the day
perhaps in another time
perhaps love
be kind...

the day has dawned...
time has ticked,
words have been said
my path yet picked...

let live let god
let it be
my thoughts say
in the end youd see...

so for a day like today
im thankfull for
the littlest things
i adore...

lifes precious gifts
felt with the heart
are everywhere.
if im smart...
dont let it go
without feeling it so
hold it in memory
and then id grow...
i keep telling myself
yet the patience of it
ive yet to achieve..

to love, to live
to beleive
to be one with
are all gifts
felt with the mind and soul
entwined in one.....
this i pray
i feel for the rest
of today
and the beginning
of my new numbers
as i my footsteps
in this path i lay...

copyright@priyasharda 17th april 2008

the unexpected words

someone comes and someone goes
theres always someone who knows..
the pain you drain
is made into a chain..
no beginning no end
you still stand and smiles still sent...

no beginning no end...
that smile you think is around the bend...
only a mirage
now youre standing like a giraffe in a garage....
too shy to show your face
yet your face shows the disgrace

you still stand and smiles still sent..
your smile a crooked dent..

no beginning no end...
you still smile and show your face
what a circus den!

no beginning no end...
still smilling like a mad cow
short of walking up the stage and taking a bow...

round and round a merry go round

i am here to stop this circle of mine....
time to make a chain..
move on with a bond...
no more merry go round...
still smilling like a clown.

stomach gone wrong

you give me butterflies...
underneath the bright blue skies..
and i tell no lies...
i havent felt like this
for so long...
tell me what has gone wrong...

you give me buttterflies..
in the middle of the day....
near you i have nothing to say!
where has this feelings come from?

you give me butterflies...
as i sing this song..
i dont know whats with me
pictures of you in my head i see...

you give me butterflies...
you really do,
and i know i cant have you...
haha
what a joke
ive made myself into..
you give me butterflies....

Copyright PiaSharda 18/3/08 @2300

Crossroads

Right , Left , Centre....U-turn

Never let your heart burn....

Nor your stomach churn....

For the one who took the left

and you the centre..

It doesnt really matter..

Your paths may cross again..

then you would have to make

a bigger bargain

to choose Right , Left, Centre....U-turn......

Resharda@copyrights