As I Watched...

As i watched you today
my questions came out all once again
like a bear in a cave after hibernating
looking for food
hungry....angry .....edgy....

Was it worth it to leave another day
let it go by...
without saying a word...
did i live today right?
is this worth my waiting
or would i regret not saying

Was it worth to hold on
knowing theres someone right there
to come around...
did i live it right ?
and say all i needed to say
just to make today ok...

Was it worth to just watch you watch the day go by...
watch it and smile...
moment to moment
to its fullest..
was it all worth it , worth living it right....

Im not my thoughts as it is
the frustrations
i see them , i do...
i know them too...
see them as i do
making it all worth while
making another day smile

Still edgy with the thought
is it all worth the wait....
after all done and said.

resharda@copyright
1 am 21.2.2010